i am holding on with broken hands' - Simz on the grief of losing Dumi

Saturday, 4 November 2017

i am holding on with broken hands' - Simz on the grief of losing Dumi



Simz and Dumi were married in a traditional ceremony just months before the actor's death in August. 
Image: Via Dumi's Instagram
It's been three months since actress, Simphiwe Ngema's husband, Dumi Masilela was killed in an attempted hijacking and the widow is still trying to pick up the pieces of her life while battling trauma, grief and denial.
Simz took to social media on Friday morning to share her grief with followers, explaining that the last three months have been filled with intense emotions.
"It's been three months since I lost my husband. Three months of sleepless nights, trauma, anxiety attacks, crying uncontrollably, anger, excruciating pain, loneliness, denial, bargaining and a lot of unanswered questions that leave me paralysed with fear," she wrote.
She said that some days felt like she was not getting better, and that she has decided to  take it one moment at a time.
"Some days feel like I haven't moved or feel like it's not getting better. I've just learnt to take it one breathe at a time. I don't know what tomorrow holds, I still don't know what God's plan is and the thought of a future without 'our future' still makes me anxious, all I can do is trust God. He is all I know. I am holding onto him with broken hands but still holding on nonetheless," she added.
Simz has often used her social media pages to open up about her struggles after Dumi's death on August 3, once sharing that all she wanted for her birthday was to hear Dumi say she was gold, because she was burning with grief.
The pair celebrated their traditional wedding several months ago.
Dumi, who played the role of Sifiso Ngema on e.tv's Rhythm City, had been visiting a friend in Tembisa when a black Jeep approached their vehicle. They tried to flee but the Jeep gave chase and the occupants opened fire. He later died in hospital









Top 10 cryptocurrency 2017

There are more than 5000 cryptocurrencies in the world but I am going to shortlist the Top 10 Cryptocurrency 2017 according to market cap, demand, future scope and value investment asset.

#1 Bitcoin

As expected, the Bitcoin is in the top of the list with a market capitalization of $76,817,853,616 . It was invented by Satoshi Nakamoto (some beleive that Satoshi was actually not one person but a group of IT / banking specialists) at the time, it was the only virtual currency available in the market. You can buy 1 BTCUSD Bitcoin US Dollar by paying $4641 (8 September 2017) as its the costliest virtual currency in the market accepted and legalized in many countries. See the countries where bitcoin is legal and also countries where bitcoin is illegal.
If you don’t have $4600 don’t worry, investors can also buy satoshi which is the smallest part of bitcoin.
The Bitcoin miners are the key to Bitcoin security and miners are responsible for the creation of new bitcoins. But keeping you Bitcoin safe is the most important thing to do after buying bitcoin. You should also follow other Bitcoin news.

#2 Ethereum

Ethereum is #2 on our Top 10 cryptocurrency 2017 list. It is a platform built for smart contracts that is controversial due to its recent hard fork which resulted in diverging blockchains. The market cap of Ethereum is $30,993,709,186  with a price of around 328 US Dollars.

#3 Bitcoin Cash

Bitcoin Cash is a breakaway part from Bitcoin, which is now a separate cryptocurrency itself. Bitcoin Cash has a market cap of $11,161,562,727, while you can buy one BCH for $673.72

#4 Ripple 

On our top 10 cryptocurrency 2017 list Ripple stands as the 4th Best Cryptocurrency to invest. Ripple is a real time gross settlement system network by ripple. It was introduced in the year 2012. Meanwhile, it has a market cap of $8,578,015,899. You can buy one unit with a price of around $0.223713.

#5 Litecoin

It’s also an open source pear-to-pear digital currency same like Bitcoin. The market cap of Litecoin is $4,202,463,479 with a value of around $79.54 for 1 Litecoin.

#6 NEM 

Though NEM is last in the list but it is performing well. Moreover, NEM launch was on the 31st of March 2015. Nem runs in Java platform. The market cap of NEM is $2,678,994,000.  Meanwhile, you can get one NEM for $0.297666.
You want to see how much prices have changed? This is the Cryptocurrency price list for 28 January 2017:.
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